Archive for July, 2008

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Finger paints and crayons

July 27, 2008

A poem I had read in one of the editions of the chicken soup. Feel like sharing it with everyone. I don’t know if I am violating any copyrights here, but it is what I felt I should share, in response to the violence we are seeing around us recently.

Finger paints and crayons.

By Cheryl Costello-Forshey

With chalk in hand she wrote her name across a board once bare,
And then she sat behind her desk without a single care
And for fifteen minutes she did not make a sound
Until the final student had finally settled down
Then she stood before them, and told them all her name
And then politely asked, each student to do the same
Then without hesitation, she took papers from a sack
And placed them in two piles, one white, the other black
And deliberately, quite slowly, with a mischievous smile
She began handing out the papers, up and down each aisle
And once each student had a piece; she continued within their sight
To gather two piles of crayons, one black, the other white
And then she took a painting from behind her walnut desk
Then placed a painters smock, overtop her navy dress
And to no one in particular, she spoke in peaceful tones
“I have been working on this painting, for years in my own home.”
She stood staring at the painting, its brilliant colors mixed as one
Upon the vast horizon, the presence of a sun
It was indeed not a Rembrandt, a Picasso, a Michelangelo to say the least
But it nonetheless was beautiful; its presence spoke of peace
And no doubt that lovely painting, had taken so much time
For every color known to man seemed to intertwine
And so it came with wonder, what they witnessed with surprise
The act that took them all off guard, done right before their eyes
With finger paints now gathered, and opened on her desk
She smeared the colors upon her hands, in an entangles awful mess
And then as though she had lost her mind, she smeared her hands across
The painting once so beautiful….now a total loss
It did not make a bit of sense, they did not understand
As they sat and watched their teacher wipe the paints off her hands
And then she took the crayons, and went up and down the rows
And handed to each student, the colors that she chose
“Now”, she told the students, “I want you to create
A picture filled with beauty, devoid of any hate.”
Mouths dropped open widely, mumbles filled the room
and students looked to one another, as unasked questions seemed to loom
For the students with white paper, were given crayons the same shade
And the students with black crayons, had been given a raven colored page
And how could one create splendor, with no colors to mix and match
The students were quite certain, their teacher had left out most of the facts
“Teacher”, a student’s voice was heard, “I am not so sure I can”
Staring at the white crayon and white paper in her hand
Silence overtook the room, it eerily crept about
Causing the teacher’s gentle voice to erupt into a shout
“You each share the same problem, you each possess the power to resolve
But only the students with open minds, will have the ability to solve.”
Minutes ticked away, the class was nearing to an end
And not a single student knew quite how to begin
And when the bell rang out, and they hurried to their feet
Their teacher told them commandingly, to return back to their seat
“Before you leave this classroom, I think you each should know
For this assignment, you receive a failing grade, for you have no work to show
And tomorrow, and the next day, your assignment shall be the same
And those who fail my class will have only themselves to blame.”
The next day, and the following, the students weren’t quite sure what to do
Until at last, a solution, began to surface through
When one student with his crayon, and paper both in black
Turned to the student behind him and asked, “May i borrow that?”
The student hesitated, but then gave up his crayon made of white
And ultimately the assignment, no longer seemed a plight
For students all throughout the class switched crayons, up and down the aisles
And certain they had found the solution, their faces lit with smiles
And just as every student began to draw, across an empty page
The teacher whom they had all began, to see as certainly quite strange
Collected all the pages and crayons, without a single mark
And then spoke aloud, “Thank you for bringing hope into my heart
You see, I wanted you to realize that in order to create
A picture filled with beauty, devoid of any hate
You needed first to recognize that a problem did exist
And that a practical solution could be found, within your midst
And that racism is a problem each of us must face
Working ll as one, before it is much too late
And with open eyes and open hearts, we must see the person, not the color of their skin
And come to the understanding that racism has to end
For together, we are a family, we cry tears, we all feel pain
And thought we may not look the part, that’s exactly what we do
For crayons are just colors, that’s all our skin is too.”
Students looked about the room, a variety of colors on their skin
As the point she was trying to make began to settle in
The looks upon their faces readily explained
That they each were trying to contemplate; that indeed, they were the same
A nervous shuffling of papers and coughs throughout the room
Portraying the vital image, that fighting over crayons was a stupid thing to do
It was then each student realized, the purpose of crayons and papers the same shade
Was to prove that they needed to other color, to help fill their empty page

Silence seized the moment, as one student raised his open hand
And then spoke in hesitation, “I just don’t understand…
Why your took your painting, the one you seemed to enjoy so very much
Gathered up your finger paints, to destroy it in a touch.”

Sadness filled her face, as a tear trailed upon her cheek
And in slow and heartfelt words, she began to speak
“To show you each that colors can be beautiful, but they also can destroy
Everything we love and work for, everything we each enjoy
And the destruction of something that i loved, was to make a point to you
That racism destroys the beauty in us all,
And that fighting over colors, is a destructive thing to do.”

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At long last another tag game!

July 27, 2008

Yippee..I have been tagged.. again… by kaps a.k.a moonriver (again :P )

Its a game of eights.

EIGHT THINGS I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT

  1. Doggies
  2. Foooood!!!
  3. Music
  4. Good stuff to read
  5. My future
  6. My views about relationships ( oooo i like using that word :P )
  7. My Blog
  8. World Peace !! ( m serious…the world is going to the dogs…Indians who have seen/read the news the last two days will know what I am talking about)

EIGHT THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

  1. See that everyone around me is happy with me. (tough one, i know)
  2. Learn to box
  3. Learn to Bar-tend
  4. Skate properly on good roads.
  5. Punch each and every person who ever gave me even the slightest amount of pain ;)
  6. Amass the best music and book collection I can
  7. Learn Malayalam and Japanese/Chinese fluently
  8. Send the ones I love on a world tour. :) (i know i am giving typical answers…but i mean all of it)

EIGHT THINGS I OFTEN SAY

  1. Doggieee!!!!
  2. Bussss!! (When m waiting for a bus to come at the college gate with a heavy bag on my shoulders)
  3. Sheeesh
  4. ooopsy!
  5. Life balances itself (thats a new one i just started saying :P )
  6. Baluuuuu (when i see a cute baby)
  7. Yikes and eeks ( tie :P )
  8. hehehehehe (snort snort) hehehehe :D

EIGHT BOOKS I’VE READ RECENTLY

  1. 11 minutes (just finished)
  2. Shantaram (awesome…reading)
  3. 3 mistakes of my life (reading)
  4. Blue Dahlia
  5. The Valkyries
  6. A Thousand Splendid Suns
  7. Witch of Portobello
  8. The Romance of Tata Steel

EIGHT SONGS I COULD LISTEN TO, OVER AND OVER

(these are subject to change)

  1. Abhi nahi aana – Sona Mohapatra
  2. Its only love – Sheryl Crow
  3. Always on your side – Sheryl Crow
  4. Girl from Ipenema – Frank Sinatra
  5. Burn – Deep Purple
  6. Somebody to love – Nelly Furtado
  7. Bombay theme music – A. R. Rehman
  8. You’re the inspiration – Chicago

EIGHT THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO MY BEST FRIENDS

  1. They are always there for me if I feel the need to call on them
  2. They listen to the utter rubbish I reel out..all the senseless talk included
  3. They make me happy :) no matter what..even if I am rolling on the floor begging them to stop
  4. They don’t gossip :P
  5. They know when to hold my hand and when to be harsh
  6. All the nice moments we have shared and crazy things we have done
  7. They need me as much I need them
  8. Aur kya reasons sochu yaar……. just am glad i know people who let me be me :)

EIGHT PEOPLE TO TAG

m gonna break this rule maybe… and i have to mention PAB here…miss reading ur blog gal..where r u??? :(

ok… i tag ithink,nishi, pinksocks, akshar, delta1(if he wants to do this one :D ), raji, maverick (if he can find the time :P ) and PAB…i don’t care when she does it, but she has to do this tag

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Forgive and forget

July 19, 2008

Those of us blessed with a weak memory are truly lucky. The happiest man is the one with the weakest memory. Heard this on T.V yesterday.. A man can do something really good or really bad when he is not concerned of the consequences. The brave martyrs who fought for our country’s freedom and the suicide bombers have pretty much the same motivations. No thought of self, of future. Only one aim in life. But the rest of us here are mere mortals with all the vices you could probably think of. One of them is probably the inability to let go. Probably the most difficult thing to do is walk away from someone you care about. And perhaps even more difficult, is to have someone walk away from you. We use this term, forgive and forget,  but apart from the alliteration effect, I don’t think the two words match much.

Some experiences shape the person you are. You can chose to forgive, but there is very less you can do about forgetting. Some will call this holding on to the past, things that happened years ago should not come to mind at present, but they do… not in the form of memories, in the form of people you meet, situations you face, decisions you make (or rather decisions you choose to stick to), and then there is a big confusion. Is this nostalgia? I don’t think so, fond memories, yes, but do they make me happy??

Then what is it, that prevents us from forgetting, while it is a lot easier to just forgive? I am still to find an answer to that. It is possible for some to be indifferent. I have seen a lot of people who don’t need anyone to lean on, or rather are afraid, or unwilling to be dependent on another human being. Call it self reliance if you may, but I call it misrouted arrogance. And there are others who cling to the mere fact that there are people who care, and find that reason enough to live a happy life. Are they really stronger for being able to face their inner fears and realize their strengths and weaknesses? Or is it all kiddish pretense, another way of boosting your own image for yourself? But then aren’t those who face the world solo fooling themselves too? Will there not come a time when you will look around and find no one  at your side? How will that make you feel?

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Happy Birthday to me :)

July 10, 2008

I turn one year old as a blogger today.

So..After one year of blogging, 67 posts, and 321 comments………..

  • How do I feel???

    Goood :D
  • What future plans?

    Continue the mad raving and occasional musing.

  • Learned anything?

    Well…Just that it feels good to express yourself. And maybe even better when you find out that there are other nutters like you out there, who can relate with what you say and comment about it.

  • Anything to say about blogging?

    Yes. Blogging totally rocks man! :P I have made so many friends, and this is like a parallel world to me, where I can be whoever I am, say want I want without fear or shame.
    Cheers to Blogging!! And a big THANK YOU to everyone who has ever visited my blog :) (sniff sniff) Love you guys, rock on.

P.S. Jaane Tu is awesome…. I wont waste my time writing a review about it, I am probably the last to watch it anyways :P

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Take control

July 5, 2008

Its Hilary Duff, so its a bit cheesy and teenage-y :P but I like it all the same… :)

In a moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control

Fly
Cover up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can’t in life
And start to try, cause it’s your time
Time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something, when there’s nothing left
And the world’s feeling hollow

And where you’re down and feel alone
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don’t give up
You know you’re better than anyone else

Any moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday

Fly
Over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can’t in life
And start to try
Forget about the reasons why you can’t in life
And start to try
Cause it’s your time
Time to fly

Any moment, everything can change

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Happy :)

July 3, 2008

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands :) :)

If you’re happy and you know it clap your hands :) :)

If you’re happy and you know it, and you really want to show it,  if you’re happy and you know it clap your hands. :D :D